Ooohh...... I feel like a virgin all over again.. in this blog-sphere.
So long I have not post any blog, some update, I no longer live in Penang, so there you go.... no more sex juicy post here...
So kesian kan?? If have I'll update. hehehe..
Some brief update, after I left Penang, been to KL/PJ as full time LM RPM instructor, sort of to take a break from manufacturing world, then back to this engineer boring life again; to make thing worse, it's in Melaka... Yes! you are right in Melaka!
Well, not so bad lah.... I still on and off go PJ area to meet my friend, cover RPM class in FF.
so that's all for now... nothing much to say...
Asking any gays what own an Iphone, 9/10 have Grindr application installed in it, or at least used to have. For those who has it, do you actually believe you can find your other half there? Some put status “looking for partner”, BULL SHIT! Don’t get me wrong, there might be chances it happen but very very slim…..
I know a guy from Grindr like.. emm.. 2 weeks ago. We get along quite well, pictures were exchanged, and he kept asking more pictures, I ask why.. he said he kinda like my look. Ok …. hold on! Stop there. Here is the thing, those who know me well should know that I’m kinda guy that don’t do relationship, the only relationship I have is like 2 hours of fucking session, if you are good enough, you’ll entitle the 2nd session, and perhaps more.. if not… even one is more than enough.
I did warn him that I’m not into relationship, is not my thing, not my nature… totally against my nature! Warn him don’t nurture that feeling coz at the end, I’ll hurt you. So 1 fine day, he wanted to meet up, ok, fine. He came over to my place…. when I saw him… I was like WTF! he use coloured contact lens! I PALING PANTANG guys wear coloured contact lens!!! What’s wrong with your original pupil colour? Why on earth you want to use coloured coloured contact lens?!
And so we go into my bed room, I turn on my lappie and watch show, he lay next to me and watch together. He start to touch me. Ok, permission granted to touch. He then venture more, play with junior, make him wake up, then I feel wet and warm down below. The way he blow… so so… not up to my expectation, too much tongue… don’t like. I totally turn off, not even think to fuck him… bahh! I then jerk off and cum. He left, I then take a nap.
Day after that, he message me, I lazy to reply, I took like forever to reply him just few words. And today, sigh……. he message me
“you directly tell me we still got chance to meet up? If that time is the end of our story?”
How to reply ar? Theoretically I not broke his heart kan? coz I did warn him at the beginning. He sendiri dig the hole and jump inside.
HOW? HOW? HOW?!!! Why must these drama happen?! Can’t people just fuck and move on?! Just simple as that. As simple as ABC.
“So this is Christmas, and what have you done? Another year’s over, a new one just begun”
That’s the opening lyric of the song “Happy Christmas (War is Over), originally by John Lennon, but I like Celine Dion version more. Just like the 2nd part of 1st verse, “what have you done?” Did you accomplish your 2010 resolution?
As of me, the biggest accomplishment for me in year 2010 was had myself took Les Mills RPM module training. The rest I’d say not in my target plan initially like travelling to San Francisco, of course I felt grateful for having the opportunity.
I would say the biggest people who encourage me to take up this module training are my friends, especially Eric (a.k.a Takashi). Although he are not with me in gym classes all the time, his encouragement I certainly felt all the time. He been pestering me to take RPM module training after he had his Body Combat and knowing that I like RPM so much. Not just him, I also had lots of encouragement from Jason, Calvin and Elvin, they are all Body Combat fans, hardly join RPM; except Elvin join once or twice.
So what’s next in 2011? Well non the less fully certified as RPM instructor! I target to do my video submission by April 2011, even though my trainer during my module training say I must submit my video by 14th Feb, but then again ; I feel it’s too early. There is so much for me to learn.
Lastly, stay and maintain healthy life style; for those of you that always say no time for exercise, you know my answer, everybody has 24 hours a day, if I can make it, so do you!
After had a tired LMQ2 launch session, we all went to Marketplace to have a team building training. Those who went to Marketplace would definitely know what’s team building I meant.
Everybody get topless and I got surprise bonus! I got to smootching with a guy…donno who lah…just random guy there….no string attached.
Next team building session will be either end Jul or next LM quarter release in September. Who wanna join, please register yourself here.
It first happen last 2 weeks, I join this new combat instructor; he was replacing He-Who-Must-Not-be-Named’s class coz he is attending LM Q210 work shop. I bump with this new instructor in locker room isle, I just finish my shower and he wanna had him.
Instructor: Hey James! finish already?
Me: (blur, blur) errr yeah…
after I answer him, I look my behind to make sure he is talking to me….nobody behind me…so yeah…out of no where I was known as James to him….
Then last weekend, his class also; we bump each other again, we both just finish shower, so happen his locker next to mine.
Instructor: Hey! You are James right?
Me: err….nope, my name is Paul.
Instructor: harr?? I always thought your name is James…
Me: No lah…where you get the idea I’m James?
Instructor: hahaha…….Donno…By the way, nice to know you Paul.
I’m surprised that still got member or frequent class I join that the instructor don’t know my name.
So finally James has been “corrected” as Paul.
Did thing like this ever happen to any of you guys? People out of sudden calling you different name.
Haarrrlloooooooooooooo....you all got miss me mou?? hehee... miss you guys so much lorr....3 days not read you all de blog....jet lag...haihzz....
Fly from Penang to KL, KL to Hong Kong the from Hong Kong to San Francisco, then drive to Mointain View, California. Damn tired.
Flight from KL to Hong Kong quite nice, why? coz got cute steward!!...hehehe..and of couse I send a gazillion volt smile to him, plus; bonus voltage with raise 1 side of eye brow, hehehee... But then again, flight Hong Kong to San Francisco, no cute steward lor....sien...
But then, there are damn lotsa cute, young, ripe airport officer in Hong Kong International Airport!!! Not like ours pun, all lau kok kok 1.....So, really an eye treat for me! Really, really hard to keep my eyes off them!....upon arrival at HK custom, I acted accidently brush 1 of the cute officer butt, firm, very very firm! Due to that, I kena balasan...haizz...before boarding to San Francisco, whole body check is compulsory. I kena raba habis-habisan!!, hand, arm, butt, chest, leg, tight...and when the officer hand run through my tight, slighly touch Paul Jr!!! .... I kena molest lor... >.<
Once reach SFO airport, well, not as troublesome as I imagine the procedure going to be. Just normal question asked. That's all. Then I took a rented car and drive to my hotel. I drive Nissan Altima Hybrid!...damn cool and quiet, can't hear the engine sound at all!! and driving at the other side of the road really exciting lor. and people here drive really polite, I made many turns that if it were in Malaysia, I already kena horn kau-kau! Second day, went to office; customer site. Then later took photo. This time no sexy wear, no revealing clothes, no Tyra Bank's "smile with eyes" kinda pictures. Just normal "rakyat jelata" photo. hehee...temperature outside 12 degree C, if wear those "normal" shirt that I normally wear, I'll freeze to death!
Ok lah, that's all for now from me. Local time already 10.45pm, 14th Jan. Wish my luck in "hunting" lah arr....alone in my room, sienz...
Yesterday I took flight to KL from Penang to attend US visa application interview. Once reach KLIA, I took KLIA Express to KL Sentral then to Tune Hotel. I rush to Mid Valley to meet up with my friend in MPH. While waiting for my friend to make payment for the book that he purchase, we saw, I think is gay couple; touching hand and rubbing each other shoulder while waiting in queue line. Coinciedently, Simon blog about Gay Couple Holding Hand in Public. After that we headed for movie, then I back to hotel (not able to get any guy to sleep with me....sien.... -_-")
Then the day arrive. The moment I wake up, before I put on my make up; I say a little prayer for myself. While combing my hair now, and put on my shirt; I say a little prayer for myself. hehehe...sound familiar kan? hehe...have to be drama a bit lah....musical some more! I then took cab to US Embassy, cost me RM20!...no meter some more...what to do..begger must not be a choose.
Upon arrival, I saw 1 lady; I'm the 2nd person...phew... After do the necessary registration and security checking..I wait in the waiting hall, the air-con damn cold; and I got many butterflies fly in my stomach. After my number was called, hand in my passport, application form; then wait again to hand print biometric scanning. The interview moment finally came.
Interviewer: Which company you are working now? Me: XXX Dance Club. Interviewer: And what you doing there? Me: Strip tease dancer and pole dancer
Interviewer: Ohh...ic..how long you been joining this company? Me: August 2009. Interviewer: Can I see your pay slip? Me: Here you go. (hand him a copy of my pay slip)? Interviewer: What's your previous company? Me: YYY Dance club Interviewer: Why you left last company and join this one? Me: Coz I got better offer. Interviewer: First time go US? Me: Yes. Interviewer: What you doing in US for this trip? Me: for training. Interviewer: What sort of training? Me: Strip dance and pole training. There is new move, so my company send me there for training. Interviewer: Alright, here you go, your passport collection slip. You can collect your passport tomorrow Me: Do you need my company letter and US site invitation letter? Interviewer: Nope. Me: Ok thanks! (flash him a gazillion volt smile and wink at him) Interviewer: You are welcome (wink back to me)
Hahahahaha...you guys really think that's the interview meh? siao!....I wonder what will be there interviewer reaction if I answer like that....... O_O
Above conversation, the questions asked by the interviewer is the actual question, but my answers are fictional.
Why does rainbow is often related to gay world? Since I get in touch in gay world, I knew it but somehow can’t figure it out. In entertainment industry, composer or lyricist often use rainbow as metaphor for gay relationship, they have by far have beautiful lyrics, even better than song that describe straight relationship.
Rainbow彩虹 [Power Station 动力火车]
身为一道彩虹 雨过了就该闪亮整片天空
让我深爱的你感到光荣
身为一道彩虹 尽全力也要还你一段笑容
够了我爱你不必人懂 不必人懂
只要不醒过来 这就不是梦
请拥抱我 请看着我 体温别留走
好多话想说 好多事要做
请天空给我 请时间给我
再多一点停留
亲爱的你我有感动 请牢记在心中 下一次下雨你能看见的
那道彩虹不再可能是我
只要你懂
As a rainbow, after rain should brighten whole sky Let me as a man who deeply love you feel proud about it As a rainbow, I’ll do everything in order to exchange your smile Enough, I love you, doesn’t need other people to know.
As long as not wake up, then it’s not a dream Please hug me, please look at me, and don’t take away your warmth Please give me sky, please give me time, and stay a little longer.
Dear, I’m touch Please remember that the next time when sky rain The rainbow that you see may not be me. As long as you know.
Rainbow彩虹 [阿密特 a.k.a 張惠妹 – Ah Mei]
你整齊潔白的床 是我傾訴的地方
抱你哭著到天亮 你等待幸福的廚房
那次情人節晚餐 卻是我陪著你嘗衣
櫃不算太寬 藏著你的天堂 依然歡迎我分享
我們的愛很像 都因男人而受傷 卻又繼續碰撞
當天空昏暗 當氣溫失常 你用巨大的堅強
總能抵擋當尖銳眼光 當刺耳聲響 你用彩虹的浪漫 溫柔包裝
看我丟掉他的西裝 比我先紅了眼眶
笑我傻 陪我慌 當我找到幸福去向
幫我快樂的化妝 陪我傻 笑我慌
Your neat clean white bed, is a place for me to pour out my feeling Hug you and cry till morning. You wait for happiness kitchen, that Valentine dinner, but is me who share with you
Wardrobe not too wide yet hiding your heaven, still welcome to share together with you Our love very similar, coz it hurt by men; yet still continue to crash
When the sky darkened, when the atmosphere is disorder Still able to withstand with a strong determination
When the sharp eye stare, when the ear-piercing voice sounds You use the romantic rainbow to wrap and masquerade.
When you see me throw away his suit, your eyes become red first. Laugh me stupid, accompany me nervous When I found my happiness path Happily help me put on my make up Accompany me stupid, laugh me being nervous
Maybe people think gay life is as colourful as rainbow….but do you think so?? Here is the meaning of each colour in Rainbow Flag
red: stands for courage; orange: offers the vision of possibilities; yellow: represents the challenge that GREEN has kindled; green: indicates a challenge to co-operators to strive for growth of membership and of understanding of the aims and values of co-operation; sky blue: suggests far horizons, the need to provide education and help less fortunate people and strive toward global unity. dark blue: suggests pessimism: a reminder that less fortunate people have needs that may be met through the benefits of cooperation. violet: is the colour of warmth, beauty, and friendship.
Some of you might aready know my birthday, and really thank you for all the wishes. So, how you guys celebrate your birthday usually? As for me, I never had a lavish birthday celebration. Oh...don't pity me.....Is I don't like to celebrate birthday, well apart due to the reason that I'll get 1 year older, especially this year... =.=
The main reason I don't like to celebrate birthday in a lavish manner is the fact that the day we were born, is also the day that our mother need to gone through a great pain and suffering! Especially for first born. How could one celebrate over another person suffer? Plus is our own mother that I'm talking about. I remember last time a monk once describe when a mother give birth, the process is like she is walk through hell gate one round, then come back.
I hope this post did give some wisdom and enlightenment to my friends, if you request a lavish birthday from your mother, think again. How about we celebrate our birthday in different way, we buy gift to our mother instead! And to thank her for deliver us to this world.
Since today is replacement holiday for my company, so I went back to my hometown on last friday. So good to be on hometown and with family. What's I've been doing? I feel like I'm just eating all the time...haha...no gym, no exercise.....feel like fat already....sigh....miss my gym classes so much!
Start tomorrow must work harder, more intense! no more slacks!
Lately I've been falling in love with this song, title Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback. I believe everybody here agree with me that the lyrics very meaningful and also speak out what's in our heart.
This time, I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene Straight off the silver screen So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's gotta be somebody for me like that Cause nobody wants to do it on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu Me standing here with you So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's gotta be somebody for me like that Cause nobody wants to do it on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there
You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on Cause nobody wants to be the last one there And everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh
Nobody wants to do it on their own And everyone wants to know their not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there Nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there
I'm sure many of you still single and waiting for someone out there, so hang on; there will be a day you'll meet that person........but what if that person is girl lehh.....choyy...touch wood!! I'm still waiting here........any taker?? hahaha..........
This time not a major problem. Just a funny encounter about my life in Penang, particularly in language.
Upon reached home from gym and facial (yes today i have a facial session...blek!), I saw a durian Ah Pek hawker at downstairs of my apartment; suddenly I felt wanna eat durian, so I bought 1.
Ah Pek: Har, ailiulianbo? (want durian?) *this 1 i understand ok! Me: Jitliapguikor? (1 how much?) *simple 1 i still ok
he then saparate those pile of durians into 2 groups, apparently got 2 types of durian.
As you guys know, Chinese in Penang usually speak in Hokkien; and I don't much much of it, just able to understand simple 1, if speak, worse.
It happen in my lunch hour at hawker centre near by my work place. My colleague and I went outside for lunch, and we were ask by 1 ah pek wanna order what for drink. My friend also donno Hokkien, wanna play save so he order barley ice, however, me being kekiang....
Ah Pek: Ai lim sia mik (what you wanna drink) Me: Wu sia mik zhui? (what sort of drinks you have?)
then this ah pek give me all sort of drinks that I can't understand even a word!
As usual on Saturday afternoon, I'll have my lunch in Gurney Plaza before my gym session start; this time I decided to have a bite at Breeks cafe. After pay the bill the waiter hand me sort of voucher worth RM10 for next visit to Breeks Cafe and Seoul Garden. Wanna see how the voucher looks like? See for yourself lah
Did you guys see the date?? Hahhaahha.....actually I notice the date when the waiter hand to me the voucher, but I don't want to tell them first, I walk to Coffee Bean next door and blog about this; otherwise I cannot snap this picture for you guys to see liao..........
After I snap the voucher picture, I went back to Breeks again, and aske to meet with the manager. When I inform to the manager, he looked suprise (of course lah...). He then check the voucher book, apparently the whole voucher book was stap with 32 Oct 2009.........hahaha...God bless them lah......
ohh....interesting scene in Breeks I saw. 2 guys and 1 girl having lunch, saw 1 guy spood feed the other guy......awww.....so sweet.....hahaha..........Certainly brighten up my day and hope good performance later in gym for Lesmills 2009 Q2 launching.
Well everybody knows that today is Father's day (or is it? haha...) I remember there is one chinese song about father from a movie Papa, Can you Hear Me Sing the chinese title is 搭错车.
I guess most of the youngster here don't know this movie. The stories goes as below.
In 1985 winter, a dumb man collect an abandoned baby girl and he named her Ah Mei. He is poor but he raise up the girl by collecting empty wine bottles. His wife leave him. In order to entertain Ah Mei, he played recorder for her everyday, and thus make Ah Mei likes music and singing. Laterday Ah Mei grew up and became a famous singer in South East Asia and had many concerts around SEA countries. After returning back to Taiwan from concert tour, she is busy with tight schedule and not able to meet with his dad and little she knew that her father is in critically ill for missing her so much. The man is poor and dies in a hospital. The girl hears the news in her concert and goes to the hospital. She goes back to the concert and sings the theme song, 酒矸倘卖无, meaning Is There Any Empty Wine Bottle to Sell?
酒矸倘卖无 X 4
多么熟悉的声音 陪我多少年风和雨
从来不须要想起 永远也不会忘记
没有天那有地 没有地那有家
没有家那有你 没有你那有我
假如你不曾养育我 给我温暖的生活
假如你不曾保护我 我的命运将会是甚么
是你抚养我长大 陪我说第一句话
是你给我一个家 让我与你共同拥有它
虽然你不能开口说一句话 却更能明白人世间的黑白与真假
虽然你不会表白你的真情 却付出了热忱的生命
远处传来你多么熟悉的声音 让我想起你多么慈祥的心灵
什么时候你再回到我身旁 让我再和你一起唱
酒矸倘卖无 X 8
Is there any empty wine bottle to sell? X 4
How familiar the sound, accompany me years of storm and thunder
Doesn't require to remember, can't forget it forever
If there is no heaven, there won't be earth
If there is no earth, there won't be home
If there is no home, there won't be you
If there is no you, I won't even exist
If you never raise me, give me a warm life
If you never protect me, what would my life would be?
Is you that raise me up, accompany me to speak and talk
Is you that give me a home, let us together having it!
Although you can't speak a word, you understand mankind black and white and true and false
Although you don't know to express your feeling, you give such a warm life
From afar acho a familiar voice, makes me think about your love and kindness
When will you back to me again and we can sing together once more,
Today I'm going to Melaka after work, will took flight from Penang Internation Airport to LCCT. So I drive to my friend's place from office then she fetch me to airport.
When I reached airport, I felt hungry and decide to take McD (I own my body of 5km on treadmill for this meal......sigh). So I ma eat happily my sinful dinner while watching movie with my Hp Mini Notebook. After I finish my meal, I want to make a phone call; so I search my phone that I put in my newly purchased CK Jeans messanger bag lor.....(ehheeh.....dont jealous hoh I got new bag)........OMG.....FUCK......My phone not there............SHIT!! I must have left in my car.
Thank to whoever invent this internet and MSN and wireless connection thing that I'm manage to get my friend's number from another friend which she is online. So I tried to call from public phone, but my friend not pick up the phone..........I was a bit panic liao.
So I decide to take a cab. The problem is, I'm not sure where is my friend's apartment! I just know the general area only. So the taxi drive drove me around the area. Luckily my flight was at 9.00pm and luckily the taxi drive very kind and not the pervert type; I dress in very short shorts mind you!....if not......tomorrow I'll be in front page of newspaper liao.....
Sigh....i'm so absent minded.
p/s. Penang International Airport so many eye candy, basking in the moment, release from the tention I just had.
Well, as you guys read my previous post, I sign up Celebrity Fitness on the first day I reached Penang; today is the first day I went there to have my work out.
First class, Spinning.......the instructor damn hot, wearing tight pants lagi.......haizz.........always flashing a dazzle smile to us.....sending 1 gazillion volt of power........always said "it's easy right...if you think you can, you can".......and i was thinking "easy your head lah.........i'm trying very hard not to get a hard on you know! if got hard on, how to cycle?"
After spinnig class, rest 10 mins then I join Body Combat.....this 1 the instructor lagi jalat.........a Brazillian hunk...........when he on stage I was like OOOOOOMMMMMMGGGGGG......he got exactly like those porn star body......with the sweat glittering under the light......he is damn hot and cute!
I felt boring in my previous gym Spining and Body Combat class, now I got super big motivation to join these classes..........how to resist not to join leh?? you tell me lah....
On top of hot class instructor, there are so many eye candy.........can get diabetis 1 lor i tell u..... hmm....need to come out work out schedule....
Finally I'm in Penang. It took me 7 hours of drive, ETD from melaka around 6.45am and ETA around 1pm; I can reach earlier but I had 2 stops in between to take a short nap, tired.
Once reach, I called my friend to guild be to the place where by he can meet me. I live in Bukit Gambier, which is close to USM; so it's prety convinience for me. After unload my stuff from my car, tired like hell. After a short rest, my friend taught me the route on how to go to my work place, not sure i remember or not....haha...then had my medical check up, good blood pressure, everything is fine. Ohh....saw 1 hot guy in clinic while waiting..hehehe.....
After had those thing done....is shopping time! Got myself a matress, queen size.......who knows one day got guy ( or guys) wanna bunk with me lehh....hahaha....then we headed to Gurney Plaza. Wah....Penang got so many cute didi....hehee.....can't help myself to stare at them. After dinner, we went to Celebrity Fitness in Gurney Plaza; and thus sign up.
Today I shall need to shop for wardrobe cupboard and few necessary thing.....and of course....first day in Penang most happening gym. Donno got eye candy or not leh hoh....eye treatment lah katakan......
Finally I got green light from the company I applied job in Penang......yoohooo!!!
So I'll travel all way up from south to north for my next life station. Need to get myself ready for a new working environment, after 1 month rest, I should be fully recharge already! How the new company working environment feels like? I wonder?
What will this day be like? I wonder. What will my future be? I wonder. It could be so exciting to be out in the world, to be free My heart should be wildly rejoicing Oh, what's the matter with me?
I've always longed for adventure To do the things I've never dared And here I'm facing adventure Then why am I so scared
Oh, I must stop these doubts, all these worries If I don't I just know I'll turn back I must dream of the things I am seeking I am seeking the courage I lack
The courage to serve them with reliance Face my mistakes without defiance Show them I'm worthy And while I show them I'll show me
So, let them bring on all their problems I'll do better than my best I have confidence they'll put me to the test But I'll make them see I have confidence in me Somehow I will impress themI will be firm but kind
And mind me with each step I am more certain Everything will turn out fine I have confidence the world can all be mine They'll have to agree I have confidence in me
I have confidence in sunshine I have confidence in rain I have confidence that spring will come again Besides which you see I have confidence in me
Strength doesn't lie in numbers Strength doesn't lie in wealth Strength lies in nights of peaceful slumbers When you wake up -- Wake Up!
It tells me all I trust I lead my heart to All I trust becomes my own I have confidence in confidence alone(Oh help!)
I have confidence in confidence alone Besides which you see I have confidence in me!
