Thursday, October 9, 2008

The day you departed from my life

It has been 2 months you leave me.........i'm speechless the day I found out that you going to leave me. I'm actually expected this day will come and I thought I'm fully prepare, but I'm not. It has been 4 years we being together, you'd tought me a lot, gave me wisdom, back me up whenever I have problem, etc.

You keep telling me that you'll never leave me, however deep in my heart I know that you gonna leave.

I wish I can gave a good farewell speech on the day we had farewell party, but I couldn't do so. Perhaps that makes you think that I'm cold blooded, but I'm not.

Thank you for these 4 year my dear boss, you've set a high benchmark for my future bosses and for me to catch you up should I have the opportunity.

May you have a bright career path, my dear boss RN.

Only God knows will we meet again and work together.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Kira become Gila??

When 100% chinese educated friends talk to you.........you'll find it very hilarious! I have an experience today......you thought they only pronounce it wrongly in actual conversation? no! also same in chat box......below is scenario, we talk about a company call me to have interview session.

Friend: you went to how many interview
Me: few, phone 1, face to face 2
Friend: went to their company and interview wor...i though u just get few calls but didn't go oh
Friend: phone - tak gila punya lar
Me: gila? why you said they gila?
Friend: Calculate - not gila meh?
Friend: hahaha
Me: =.="
Me: gila is shen jing (crazy) lahhh.............

by this time i already laugh like crazy.......

Me: ooohhhhhhhhh...............I know what u meant.........u wanan say "kira"
Friend: not gila-gila is sheng jing meh
Friend: oh, calculate is kira oh.........

joke of the day for me...............

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Single Eye-lid Guy

I like to observe people's eyes, wanna see whether is single or double eyelid. I like guy with double eye lid (like mine), long and curl lashes, I read somewhere that people that having long and curled eye lashes has high sex drive.....donno true or not........

However, sometime I find that guy with single eye lid can be damn cute! Recently my colleague has a new colleague, transfer from other site plant. I can't help myself not to stare at him. haha... So I purposely go to my colleague's place, (so happen he sit in front of my colleague, .....lucky!) and check him out...........sometime in the coridoor when we bump with each other, I throw the most dazzaling smile at him........first.......he hasitate to smile back (kinda shy), then finally........he smile back to me.......gosh..............how cute!!!

I know his name from the company identity card.......wanna know more about him......wish me luck!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Gym

I've been joining this gym near to a place I live for around 4 months. It's quite good, not bad. Good facility, new equipment, sauna, steam room; the only bad thing I can notice is..........no cute guy. doiinkkkk......=.="" hahaha...........

Well dont't blame me, we gay always having impression that gym is a place gay gathering place (you see, the word even have 2 alphabats in common, "g" and "y"....ohh........how coincident!!); but somehow mine don't have. Not totally zero lah, got 1 or 2.

Sometime I'm wondering those guy that go to gym, are they gay? Coz, they hang out (excercise of couse, not cruising) in gym until around 10pm during weekday; don't they have family? If I were their wife (gosh..........) i'd make hell out of noise. Even during weekend, they'll go to they gym from 11am until 1pm.

There is 1 particular gym goer that I have my eye on, he has like the widest chest and back, gosh.....not too big like a giant. Some people excercise themself like until the body become giant, yucks; but this guy, no. He is perfect. I think he age is kinda 33-36 like that, still he is in good shape. He has a fair skin complexion. When he in topless, gosh......He got nicest pecs that I ever seen life in my life (don't count in those model). Perfectly shaped, with hair! I have this fetish for a hairy chest. His, not too much, neither few strain here and there. Just this layer of hair perfectly spread around, and..........he got PINK nipples!!!........Arrrrr..........Everytime he sweat, he'll lift up his shirt to wipe his sweat at his forehead, then reveal his pecks and nipples, and I was like feeling want immediately go there and have a nice treat. Can he just behave himself and use a towel that has been provided.

Sometime my imagination not go in dirty way. How I wish I can lie my head on that chest, I'm sure whatever problem I have; will immediately gone, sort of like therapy.

Well, at least there is something there that motivate me go gym!

Saturday, August 9, 2008

"Chiching" Season

For those who likes it, they'll know what's "chiching" mean.
Its a cash register sound!!! It makes us feel good ain't they!! hahaha........whenever i feel down, i'll go shopping, it sooths me a lot.

Every year end is shopping season, shop for Christmas and shop for new year. For me, the shopping spree will start from early December until around early Feb (where by Chinese New Year is about to start). You believe me arr? Yeah right!! I basically shop from Jan until Dec..........

For Christmas gift, every November I have started my "brain storming" session to think of Christmas present for my friends. I just like to give people gift, to see the smile and joy in their face after they recieve my present. I like to spoil people with gift, I still remember 1 of my friend told me, if I have a lover, that person must be very happy coz can have a lot of gift from me. haha!! I'll go bankcrupt then. However, I'm very particular about thing that I use so it's hard for my friend to give me present that I like. I know I know, you propably want to knock my head and say "is the thought that count". So, every year end, I'll shower myself with gift that I like.

This year, I bought myself quite a lot of stuff; mostly is cloth of cause....duuhhhh..........
6 shirts, 2 pants, 2 pairs of shoes and a pair of sun glasses, quite a lot huh.....my friend said shopping with me can be tiring and fun. Fun because they can see how crazy when I shopping, tiring coz need to entertain me. Example, there was a time, my friends and I went to buy sun glasses, we almost spend 1 hour in the shop to try the sun glasses. So many choises, when i said, "i feel i want to buy 2 pairs coz i can't decide which 1 is the best", the sales assistant very happy!! Of course, at the end, I only bought 1 pair, and my friend bought 1 pair. We ask a lot of discount though, thanks to my friend; she is very good at bargaining prices!!

Whenever I walk in shopping mall, i'm the Shopping Queen, ooppss......Shopping King, the rest is my servant......hahaha.............

*servant??........die lah this time, when my shopping partner read this blog..........

My Skin Care Regime - Past, Now and Future

There is nothing that excite me when people complement me that I look younger than my age. haha..........how do I get that.....well.......I'm about to shere with you.

I spend quite some amount of money to buy my skin care product, around 300 every quarter.

My mum plays very important role in my skin care practice. When I was a teenager, I seek advice from my mum regarding my skin care. I still remember I used to use Clearacil (donno the spelling write or wrong) to cure my acne. I had acne problem when I grew into teenage, pimple grew every coner in my face; it serious to the extend I need consultation from a doctor, the worse part was I like to squeez those pimples. Goshhh.........when those thing finally squeez out, so much satisfation; but now I regret so much for that action. Then the doctor intoduce me a brand called Shebamed, its quite mild and feel good. I still don't have beauty consious then.

The first person who influence me is my friend when I was in Uni. He keep on emphasize being fair, and the result.........i bought the whole range of Loreal White Perfect, never leave hostel without sunblock covered. As a result, i really look fair!! hahahaha.....then i dyed my hair, i had people mistaken say I mat salleh...hahahah....After I graduated from Uni, maybe not much influence around me, I not much care about my skin. My complexion really dull that time, to make thing worse, i rode on bike to work everyday, i work at USJ then.

I'd say that I'm fully beauty consious when I get to know and close to a few colleagues. My skin care routin not just cleaning, tonning and moisturing but to an advance level! sun blocking, mask (3 types of mask!!) mud pack, peel off and sheet type. Here's what I do

1st : Mud pack. Brand that I use is Himalaya. It can firm, tightens and rejuvenates the facial kin and keeps it young Imparts a natural glow. It also absorbsexcess oil, cleans clogged pores and removes blackheads and deeply embedded impurities. Apply to face, leave it until dry, the use wet sponge to wipe it clean; then follow by tonning and moisturing. You can also follow by applying yogurt mask for further add moisture to your face, then tonning follow by moisturing. You can do mud facial mask once a week or twnce a week. For those has dry skin, not advisable to do.

2nd: Peel off mask. This mask is use to peel the dead skin cell and tighten skin pore. Currently I'm using Kose Seikisho Mask White. After I peel off the mask, the feel is really good! You can do this once every 4 nights.

3rd: Scrub. Scrub or exfoliate is needed in order to eliminates waste material in a rough skin affected by the accumulated keratin. I use various type of scrub, Kose Seikisho Exfoliating Massage Gel, Skin Food's Rice Mask Wash Off and Skin Food's Black Sesame Hot Mask. You can do this once every 4 nights.

4th: Moisturing Mask. Once you do the scrub process, apply moisture sheet mask. Once the keratin is removed, all the essence from sheet mask will be easily absorbed. After finish, apply moisturiser. This one can be done everyday.


On top of that, I also use essence, eyes serum, and other product. A lot huh.....ohh.........not forgetting to put sun block during day time. Once I plan to go out for around 4 hours, I'll apply sun block with SPF50 and PA+++. PA is to protect against UVA (UVA cause skin ageing), SPF protect against UVB (UVB cause skin burn). There is one more UV rays, UVC that cause skin cancer, up until now, there is no cosmetic product able to protect our skin from UVC. You must be wonder how I get to know all this stuff huh....haha.....I get to know all these knowledge (the UV thing) from Chanel Sales Assistant, lucky me!!

But above all, the best skin care remedi is to drink a lot of water, eat a lot of fruits and vegetables and get to sleep by 11pm!!!

So try it out and good luck! Who needs botox to get 25 years old appearance??!

Perfume

For those who knows about perfumary, you may notice that my blog name is a name of a perfume; it is from Chanel.

I use perfume since I can remember, CK, DKNY, Versace, Armani, etc; you name it, i used it. I came across this perfume I think like 3 years ago. I just looking for a perfect perfume that suit me. Well when you use perfume, you can tell is it ment for you. Just like in Harry Potter, the wand choose its owner, hahaa.....


I've been switching perfume from brand to brand, from series to series; but I can't find one that suit me. Until i discover Chanel Platinum Egoiste (sometime people refer to Egoiste Platinum), gosh...........it really sedutive. Smell like in heaven! It over rated all the perfume that I tried before. It is like the mother of all perfume! haha.............Althought I've tried other Chanel perfuem before, I like this the best (I tried Allure Homme Sport). And the best part is, the smell last for whole day!!!


Below is some background and introduction of this marvellous perfume that I get from Chanel official website.


It was created by Jacques Polge and describe as invigorating bouquet with the warmth of exotic woods. « Qui a de la platine. » (literally, he « who has platinum ») : an old French expression used to describe a brilliant and eloquent man. Brilliant, lively and extrovert, the fragrance explores a different dimension of masculinity.


Top notes : Alpine Lavender, Rosemary from Provence, Petit Grain from Paraguay.

Middle notes : Clary Sage from the Caucasus, Geranium from Réunion, Persian Galbanum.

Base notes : Vetiver from Haiti, Atlas Mountain Cedar, Cistus Labdanum from Esterel.


So, for those out there who looking for a perfume, I advice you get this. However, better you find and discover "your perfume" that make you smell perfectly!

Friday, August 8, 2008

Coffee Fetish

I fell in love with coffee around 5 years back, it's like a drop from heaven! it's all started when i had my first cup of expresso at Coffee Bean. Since then, only CBTL is my approve cafe and my source of coffee. I can hang around at CBTL for a whole day drinking coffee and read my book or online. On the other hand, I like Starbucks accessories. They are very good at marketing, especially selling those fancy cup and mug.

I like to use French Press as brew method as it able to preserve most of the coffee flavour, but then this method has the highest caffien content of all type of brew method. My favourite type of coffee bean? Of course Espresso Roast! The taste and aroma of the coffee brewed using Espresso Roast Bean is beyond word can describe! I once brew coffee using Espresso Roast bean and French Press for my boss, he drank and felt dizzy. Maybe the caffien content too high for him.

There was a time I want to try a fancier coffee, named Jamaica Blue Mountain. Its a exquitsite coffee, only produce in Jamaica. It took around 2 months lead time to order from CBTL; and cost RM95 per packet (weight around 227g per packet), i bought 2 packets. I got scolded from my friend coz spending so much money on coffee, I don't care....coz i like it...hahaha.....

Coffee has become part of my life for around almost 4 years!! I wonder what my life would be if I were in a place where by I can't find any place that sell good coffee, i'd become very cranky. People always ask me, am I addicted to cafine, my answer "nay....i'm not addicted to coffee.", but am I?hmm...

New Born Blogger

How should I get start? Some of my friend write blog, feel fun to read what they write in their blog, one of my friend even ask me to create one.

Maybe I'll earn from writting blog!!! ha~!! you wish!

A lot of thing wondering in my head, such as do I need to use proper english when writting a blog? I mean follow strictly to proper grammar.....seems weird....or...what kind of topic should I write in my blog? about skin care? about coffee? about fashion? about my work? about music? about bitching my colleague?? nay....the last one cannot....coz if they read my blog...i'm gonna die!!!