Does It Has to End Up with Sex?

I recently notice 1 of my weakness, when I fallen to some one, I feel weak, no energy. The recent incident made me cannot concentrate in my pump class. I can't complete chest track with 7.5kg for god sake!!! >.<

I tried to abandon the feeling, I really dont like it! Just as I try my very best to forget him last night after gym; he called. He hit me to meet up or go his place, I tried to ignore by saying I'm very tired wanna rest etc etc. We then exchange few messages. He then ask again. My reply, go his place after I had my dinner.

How we wrap up the night? Sex of course! Is kinda unusual coz we were chatting, giggling.. Hahaha... I overnight at his place, next morning I wear his clothes and pants to work... So sweet and romantic kan? Don't jealous!! Hehehehe..

Let's Start From the Very Beginning...

First saw him in gym when I just join... Just exchange glances. He don't do GX, workout at free weight area and do dance class. Donno what his name.

Around 1 year after, we are commenting a friend post in fb. But I donno was him, just simply commenting. Add him, but no confirmation.

Another year gone by, until recently; message a guy in Grindr, to my surprise, it was him! He remind me of event number 2, then I remember who he is. We practically flirt to each other in Grindr like everybody did. Thus got confirmation in fb.

He is a professional pianist!

Recently from fb, got to know he broke up with his bf. Last weekend date him out watch Burlesque (motif kan??), I already watched before actually. We then had lunch at A&W, coz he likes it. Also my first time eat A&W.

Just now, date him watch concert in KLCC MPO.

Next, I donno....

Ask for More!

Is not about Pepsi, is not about random guy I had sex with (sei hamsap lou ar!) is FF RPM instructor ask can have more more session in FF Penang!

Currently I have total 6 slots of team teach, with 5 slots in CF and 1 slot in FF. I had 2 slots in CF and 1 slot in FF with the same instructor, he asked can I have more slots in FF. I really really happy lorr…

Mon: CF – 8.00pm
Tue:
Wed: FF – 7.30pm (sacrifice combat class)
Thu: CF – 7.30pm
Fri: CF – 8.00pm
Sat: CF – 10.00am
Sun: CF – 4.00pm

I already sacrifice 1 combat class on Wed, I cannot afford to sacrifice more class, I have option on Tuesday but I have Body Pump class on Tuesday; thus Tuesday definitely out of consideration. The instructor teach in FF on Saturday 1.30pm, that would be my opportunity, thus on Saturday either I do double classes; one in morning in CF and afternoon in FF, or I just teach in 1 class in FF. I’m so excited now!!!

Some feedback from FF member about my teaching, they said my facial expression too fierce! hahaha… My mentor told is is good for T3, T5 and T7, but I got to give soft side of my expression in T4. And I do amid that I kinda have problem to give soft facial expression when I conduct class. Guess I need to give my member my 1 gillion volt of smile then! 

Oh… by the way.. something happen in FF locker room!! If I were not wrong, I just eye flirt with 1 of the member that join my RPM class just now!!! >.< he is quite cute gei…. too bad he hit steam room after I dress up and ready to go…. sigh… but the… I better don’t mess up in FF.  REMEMBER TO BEHAVE!!!

Source of Energy

Having work out long our in gym required lots of stamina and energy. As you guys know, there were days I'll attend gym class up 5 hours a day, 2 + 3 straight hours. For slots that having 3 straight hours, I need supplement in order for me to sustain my energy level.

Usually 30 mins before class, I'll eat 2 pieces of banana, after 1st class over, i'll take L-Carnitine. I will not take any supplement for me to continue from 2nd to 3rd class coz I just took it hours before. So I'll be totally depend on instructor's motivation, push and song selection for me to give more than 100% energy level.

Today, both of my favourite instructors went to KL for up coming Les Mills quaterly launch workshop, and the Body Combat was coached by new instructor. I did weight training, Body Step and RPM before Body Combat class, and I was thinking how am I going to continue my 3rd class which is usually is He-Who-Must-Not-be-Named.

Just as the class about to start, one cute guy stand next to me. I notice him long time already, usually he at the back of the class with his friend (I was wondering is he gay, and that guy is his partner coz they always together). Today, he stand next to me! Initially my energy level was at 70%, now suddenly boost up more than 100% and I maintain that energy level throughout the class!!!

As a new instructor, he did made some mistake; usually I'll furious about it; but just now, when the instructor made wrong move, that cute guy turn to me and smile. AAArrrr....all my anger cool down and that cute face!!! arrr....really wanna tiap him immediately lor!!!

My clothes wet all over after the class. I notice that whenever there is cute or hot guy next to me in whatever class in join, my energy and stamina level will boost up! I guess subconsciously I'm sending signal to him

"you see my stamina and energy level?? guess what happen if we in bed? I'll can make you up and down for hours!!....yyyeeee haaa!"

p/s. don't ask me picture of that cute guy, coz curi-curi snap picture in gym...ngor...ngor jit sau em dou lorr...

Mixing Signals

Recently I’ve always get mixing signals from Who-Must-Not-be-Named. He notice my absence from gym over the weekend. On Monday, when I walk into gym; when he saw me from afar, he greet me with a very happy face and ask me was I back to Melaka.

On the recent incident, I ask him do me a favour by asking him to help me to buy car battery. I sms him.

Me: Hey, need your help, can you do me a favour?

Him: Yes, what favour you need? =)

Me: is your house near by car workshop or you’ll pass by on your way to gym?     Need you to help me to buy car battery. Keep the receipt. Let me know if you cannot get it. Thanks a lot!

Him: Not near but I can get for you if you want. what kin of car battery is that ar?

Me: Normal car battery lor, dry battery, 12 V

Him: The square box 1 right? your budget around how much? I go get for you now.

Me: If it’s not convenience never mind. You need good rest. No limit, can claim to my customer. Thanks!

Him: No worries, I get for you. So later pass to you at the gym right?

Me: Yup. Thanks a lot

I’m not sure where was he when we exchange sms-es but 10-15 mins later, he called me (yes we exchange number, he request my number few weeks back) to confirm is the battery he get is what I want; and I know he was at the car workshop by the background noise.

 

I’m very touch when he just reply my sms “I go get for you now” lorr…

I’ve been asking few friends on this, according to them, one will only willing to help someone on immediate manner if he interested to that person.

what you guys think?

My Homework II

Ha ha!....I've done my homework before I'm flying back..this time is angmoh...hehe...

Did he remind of you an actor....guess

Is he hot??

So what grade do I get this time?

Unexpected Reply

Few days ago I added my gym instructor in my FB, the 1 that Eric always gaga about in my FB.

So I email him what does he wants me to help to buy from US.

Me: dude...i'm now in US...u want me to help u buy some sport stuff?

Him: Oh hey, no wonder i didnt see u at they gym nowadays,yes yes that will be great. (aww..he
notice my absence) if u can find any nice clothes, can get me some and some brands like armani exchange, calvin klein or DKNY T shirt, simple and plain will do. Thanks alot Paul :) I think S size should be ok since its american size and for sports some sleeveless shirt. hehe when u
coming back? (sleeveless lagi!)

Me: nay....the size is standard, what size you wear now for ur sport shirt and CK shirt. I will fly
back on 11 feb, i think perhaps around 17 feb will back to penang, depend when gym class
schedule back to normal. so faster update the schedule, so i can book my flight back to
penang from melaka...hahaha......

Him: Haha i am wearing S or M size, but u decide lar,i think should be fine. i prefer, white, black
or dark blue or red colour. but if too expensive dont buy later dont have money to pay u
back, LOL! Not yet decide the schedule yet, will let you know when i'm done.

Me: i think M will do for you....white, black, dark blue or red colours....basically all colour u
mention liao... -_-"

now...hmm....why would he wants me to decide what clothes size for him lehh?? a bit salah kan?? Wwooottss.....nay...I think too much...heheh...

My Homework

Well, since I posted that I'm going to travel to US in early January; some of you guys gave me action item, which is took pictures of cute guy.

There is 1 cute guy in my work place that I not yet tell you guys....hehehe...see for yourself lah..cute or note..he is cute in my eyes

and the grand finale..................

isn't he adorable??!

So what do I get for my homework? A+, A, A-, B? or fail?

Guy in Gym

First at work, now at gym pulakk....what happen to me??? issshh.....

Long time ago I post a blog about a guy throw a smile at me. And so on and off if our eye meets we'll smile or nod our head to each other, as a curtesy lah kan....but horr....lately this guy is getting naughty lorr....not just smile, he raise his eyebrow lei! sometime 1 side, sometime both; and with a naughty grin lagi!!! you know...those like send signal "if you want me, come and claim me!" sort of thing. isshhh...

Usually after RPM, I'll sit at the abs cruncher and rest before I go for the next work out or shower, so to kill my time, I see his do his work out. I'm not sure he knows I'm staring at him or not.

You guys will propably ask him to approach him and introduce myself, nay....I won't do that. I want to keep it in a mysterious way. I donno his name, he donno my name. Sometime I find that being or keep mysterious is beautiful. And I do hope that he won't approach me and introduce himself. Coz I'm afraid once I get to know him, I'll lost interest. Let's keep it like this....

Cute Guy at Work II

Still remember the cute IT guy at my work place that I blog about? Today something happen between us that really suprise me.

He still got 1 action item that haven't close for the task that I requested, I bump with him in production floor and ask him about the status.............to my suprise.........he hold my hand, not just hold but play with my finger while in very manja-manja way say "haven't worrr...still need buyer to bring in the parts...haiizzzz.." while his other hand stroke my arm up and down few times!!!!

That time my suprise level reach the highest level! and we are actually in public as in production floor many people there, operators, technicians and fellow engineers. This is the first time in my entire gay life got guy do this to me in public!!!

And how could you get angry with guy so cute like him leii?? Then I just let him go lorr.....arrr....I wish so badly that I wanna grab his head and give him a damn good french kiss!!!

First Hunk Crush

In my last session of RPM class, the instructor play "Myserious Girl" by Peter Andre from RPM 25 track list. This bring up my memory, as Peter Andre was my first celebrity hunk that I had crush. hehhehe........ He got damn sexy and delicious body, just look the picture below. Anybody there remember him?

And just watch the MV on the song Mysterious Girl.........goshh.......

Can't Take My Eyes Off You

Still remember the guy that throw a smile at me??

Yesterday at gym he smile with me again, this time he even squint his eyes!
Then just now while I'm running on treadmill, and my mp3 playing "Can't Take My Eyes Off You", he appear!!! Gosh!! God, he got such a big arm!

First I can see that he wanted to take the treadmill next to mine, but got cilaka punya gym member took it first! Curse him! He took the other treadmill next around 5-6 apart from mine. On and off I turn to side to have a glance at him....hehhe...and I think he did the same! or I just perasan only =.=

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.

Can't take my eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.

Let me love you.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.

I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay




p/s I'm playing Can't Take My Eyes Off You while posting this blog..hehhee....

Smile

Not sure just now in gym I smile to him first or him, but the point is he throw a smile to me. Just simple gesture make my ache body after Body Pump class feel light, no more tiredness.

That's enough for me, doen't need to know his name or number.
A contented mind is a perfectual feast.

Happy happy joy joy

The Cave of the Golden Rose, My First Italian Crush!

You guys probably heard about The Cave of the Golden Roses (a.k.a Fantaghirò in Italian) in the comment I made in Ichi’s blog post. I get to know this drama series when I was around 14 years old, it’s a romantic Italian drama series, aired on national TV station; of course dubbed in English. I was attracted to this movie………..well nonetheless due to this hot guy, named Kim Rossi Stuart, my first Italian crush…..hehehehe……. And so up until now I always think guy with the name Romualdo confirm a cute hottie!

I manage to find some synopsis in Wikipedia and clips from YouTube, so enjoy!
Fantaghirò is the youngest of three princesses born to a warrior King. Although she is beautiful and smart, she causes many problems for her family because she goes against everything expected for a woman in her kingdom, by being adventurous and rebellious, and knowing how to read, which makes her father furious. One day, the warrior King receives an invitation from the enemy king Romualdo to a duel that can potentially end the centuries-long war that has been going on between the two kingdoms. The warrior king then learns that only one of his three daughters can win the duel. Fantaghirò sees this as a chance for her to prove herself.
Fantaghirò and Romualdo are due to be married, but their wedding is cut short when news arrives that Fantaghirò's father has been kidnapped by the Black Queen. The Black Queen demands that Fantaghirò and Romualdo submit to her rule, but they refuse and Romualdo declares war. He sets out with his army, leaving behind Fantaghirò, who has sworn not to lift another weapon for the rest of her life. However, Fantaghirò finds that she has to break her promise, and secretly sets out on her own to the Dark Kingdom, where she learns that the Black Queen's plan is much more sinister.

He Left Me

My cute boy from the salon I always patronize resign. He text me last night......sigh......
Who gonna wash, massage and style my hair?

The first time I saw him, gosh..........god damn cute! Luckily his boss assign him to me......haha.....then when his boss came to cut my hair; I told him, can I have only him to touch my hair, besides you of couse, after this onwards. The boss said Yes.....yippiee... After that session, I ask him his number; I also donno why I am so daring to do that..hahaha...so we been keep in touch after that.

Asking why he quit, he said not happy to work there; well I guess is work politic. I mean guy such a cute face, sure got a lot of customer fancy him and that will make his colleague envy. That's only my guess.

Will find some time to meet him and have a chat. hehe......

Finally A Ray of Hope......Hot, Very hot, Sizzling hot of Hope

Just I about to get bored to my gym, suddenly he appear, hot, very hot, sizzling hot. Finally give a reason to go gym (don't judge me! I’m just a human). He look normal in his gym t-shirt, but when I walk in changing room after work out; I saw him (thank god!). He strip down, and so do I. My eye was almost popping out; I quickly turn to the other way so that he won't notice that I stare at him.
I guess he stand tall at 175, weight around 65, swimmer body, skin tone evenly tanned, well that minus few marks as I fancy fair skin guy; but then, he got swimmer body, can't blame on it. If he got swimmer body and still have fair skin, I can't help myself not to ask what kind of lotion he uses.

After shower I hit steam room, to my surprise; he hit steam room as well after shower. In the room, just two of us; feel want to strike a conversation; but feel pull back, don’t know why. I just dump stuck don’t know what to break an ice. I hate when people asking “hey, you just join the gym?” those kind of question. Hmmm………guys, help me out. Then another person walk into steam room, my heart was yelling “GET THE HELL OUT OF THERE!!” at the end, we were not exchanging any words; but somehow I caught him gave few glance at me.

At the end, we talk our own way after that, sigh………..hopefully tomorrow will see him again; and by George I must know his name and number! Wish me luck!

Single Eye-lid Guy

I like to observe people's eyes, wanna see whether is single or double eyelid. I like guy with double eye lid (like mine), long and curl lashes, I read somewhere that people that having long and curled eye lashes has high sex drive.....donno true or not........

However, sometime I find that guy with single eye lid can be damn cute! Recently my colleague has a new colleague, transfer from other site plant. I can't help myself not to stare at him. haha... So I purposely go to my colleague's place, (so happen he sit in front of my colleague, .....lucky!) and check him out...........sometime in the coridoor when we bump with each other, I throw the most dazzaling smile at him........first.......he hasitate to smile back (kinda shy), then finally........he smile back to me.......gosh..............how cute!!!

I know his name from the company identity card.......wanna know more about him......wish me luck!

Gym

I've been joining this gym near to a place I live for around 4 months. It's quite good, not bad. Good facility, new equipment, sauna, steam room; the only bad thing I can notice is..........no cute guy. doiinkkkk......=.="" hahaha...........

Well dont't blame me, we gay always having impression that gym is a place gay gathering place (you see, the word even have 2 alphabats in common, "g" and "y"....ohh........how coincident!!); but somehow mine don't have. Not totally zero lah, got 1 or 2.

Sometime I'm wondering those guy that go to gym, are they gay? Coz, they hang out (excercise of couse, not cruising) in gym until around 10pm during weekday; don't they have family? If I were their wife (gosh..........) i'd make hell out of noise. Even during weekend, they'll go to they gym from 11am until 1pm.

There is 1 particular gym goer that I have my eye on, he has like the widest chest and back, gosh.....not too big like a giant. Some people excercise themself like until the body become giant, yucks; but this guy, no. He is perfect. I think he age is kinda 33-36 like that, still he is in good shape. He has a fair skin complexion. When he in topless, gosh......He got nicest pecs that I ever seen life in my life (don't count in those model). Perfectly shaped, with hair! I have this fetish for a hairy chest. His, not too much, neither few strain here and there. Just this layer of hair perfectly spread around, and..........he got PINK nipples!!!........Arrrrr..........Everytime he sweat, he'll lift up his shirt to wipe his sweat at his forehead, then reveal his pecks and nipples, and I was like feeling want immediately go there and have a nice treat. Can he just behave himself and use a towel that has been provided.

Sometime my imagination not go in dirty way. How I wish I can lie my head on that chest, I'm sure whatever problem I have; will immediately gone, sort of like therapy.

Well, at least there is something there that motivate me go gym!