Song Dedication

Last Saturday my friend and I went to have kareoke session and he sang this song from Gary曹格 title 世界唯一的你, You are My Only One in the World, said dedicated to me.

Hahahahha……….there are many sweet moments in this MV, is all about love relationship, gay, lesbian, straight love. So I want to dedicate this song to anyone out there, especially Sam as he falling in love recently (not sure you can understand Chinese or not). May each one of us finds our love. I guess this your perfect song for you guys sing to your love one, whatever you call him, darling, honey, sweet pea, hubby, etc; will sure will bring the tears of happiness in his eyes.

是你 第一眼我就认出来 这是命运最美的安排
是我 让你过长的等待 我们只要现在深爱 幸福就来
恨我来不及参於你的过去 抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换 我灵魂的另一半
这个世界唯一的你 是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句 都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你 无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌 我也愿意 我什麽都愿意

看开过去所有的悲哀 都只是训练我为你勇敢
真爱 照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了彼此一辈子 再不分开
恨我来不及参於你的过去 抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换 我灵魂的另一半
呜...耶.... 是一个奇迹
对我说的一字一句 都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你 无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌 我也愿意 我什麽都愿意
....呜...哦... 我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半 ho ...哦...
就算让我伤尽天理 我什麽都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你 无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌 我也愿意 我什麽都愿意

English Translation

Is you, from the first time I saw you, this is the most beautiful thing that fate ever arrange for me
Is me, that have let you have a long wait, as long as we love each other now, happiness will follow
Hate myself that not able to take part in your past, apologize for keep you waiting
I’m willing to give up anything to exchange, even the other half of my soul
You are the only miracle in this world that I have
Each word and sentence you said to me, is our secret
Holding tight the only you, incurable determination
Even whole world sees me as enemy, I’m willing; I’m willing to do everything

Looking at sadness in the past, is to make me to be stand up for you
Truth love will shine through the darkness of the night
Whole life we’ve been searching each other, we’ll not be parted forever
Hate myself that not able to take part in your past, apologize for keep you waiting
I’m willing to give up anything to exchange, even the other half of my soul
Only you in this world is the only miracle that I have
Each word and sentence you said to me, is our secret
Holding tight the only you, incurable determination
Even whole world sees me as enemy, I’m willing; I’m willing to do everything

Self Editorial Photo Shot

Saturday afternoon Bibik (I believe some of you know him) and I went to have a fashion photo shot! Initially we plan just do it for fun, then night before that, he told me he saw there is contest organized by renow magazine, Fashion Photography Contest; and thus suggest we take it seriously and enter the contest.

So we went to St. Paul's Hill (I have my own hill in Malacca you know!) to have a photo shot. By the time we arriaved, we saw so many people; how to pose in vogue for editorial photo shot? So we walked and walked and walked, finally found few Dutch grave and we decide to have photo shot there. Result? Fantastic! Me myself also cannot believe I can come out such a good shot, well not all lah....also got some cannot use one. Bibik is so good at taking photo. Guess how many frame shot we got, 250!! So while waiting for full after edited photos result, below is few photos for you guys to have a sneak preview.

So, feel free to give comment.

I Want it, I Want it!!!

Today I attended another interview. This time was at my own hometown, Malacca. This is the first time I was interviewed by a person with pretty high rank in a company organization chart, the Managing Director, angmoh some more!

I was kinda nervous coz this is the first time I was interviewed by a company MD, don’t know what sort of question he will ask. When we met, I was thinking; not bad, kinda good looking…hehehe…..so my heart beat slow down a lot, I’m good at handling gorgeous guy.

Then he asked about my experience, it’s pretty different from other job interview, coz he never ask question like “tell me about yourself kinda thing” straight away ask about my experience. So I start to tell him my experience. He then show me the whole plant layout that gonna be, quite impressive. He then ask me to further elaborate my project, luckily I brought my project paper works, thus easy for me to explain and elaborate; he kinda very impressive with my project.
After hearing me bla bla bla about my project, he then told me what will be job task to be if I were hired. First I will be send to Philippine for 2-3 months to get used to the operation, then I’ll be incharge of the whole factory plant set up!

I was like “wow! This is super delicious job task!” although I handle such project before, but that involving operation transfer from 1 state to another. This 1 is set up a brand new operation plant!! I’ll be among the pioneer in this company! Is a job to die for! It going to be heavy task, but I like it!

So guys, wish me luck, pray for me!

He Left Me

My cute boy from the salon I always patronize resign. He text me last night......sigh......
Who gonna wash, massage and style my hair?

The first time I saw him, gosh..........god damn cute! Luckily his boss assign him to me......haha.....then when his boss came to cut my hair; I told him, can I have only him to touch my hair, besides you of couse, after this onwards. The boss said Yes.....yippiee... After that session, I ask him his number; I also donno why I am so daring to do that..hahaha...so we been keep in touch after that.

Asking why he quit, he said not happy to work there; well I guess is work politic. I mean guy such a cute face, sure got a lot of customer fancy him and that will make his colleague envy. That's only my guess.

Will find some time to meet him and have a chat. hehe......

Pathology

I consider myself as young blogger, so being a young blogger; I read blog. Thus, I came across that there are quite a number of doctor to be in our circle, and so I read, read and read their blog; learn few medical term, then I came across the word Pathology, remind me there is a horror movie titled Pathology so I went to download and watch it.







One of the scene did interest me, in sort of lecture hall; allow me to quote
“As pathologist, we’ll learn the nature of disease and its causes, its processes, development, consequences. But far more than that, I’d like to think that the pathologist has offered a window to God if you will. Now it maybe said, the pathology is a study in all things human, save for the soul of course. But it is that particular branch of pathology known as forensic that we will delve into what it means to be inhuman. You will se a perversion and the corruption of the flesh by all means unnatural. By violence, by toxins, by madness, and then we will work backwards, always back to that original pristine design to determine the offending cause of death.”

Phrase that interest me the most is “….the pathologist has offered a window to god if you will”. Now fellow doctors, can you further elaborate on this matter? Enlighten me if you will.

I wonder is there among you guys keen on the subject forensic?

By the way, I couldn’t finish this movie as it is so gross, although being tempted by Milo Ventimiglia.

Finally A Ray of Hope......Hot, Very hot, Sizzling hot of Hope

Just I about to get bored to my gym, suddenly he appear, hot, very hot, sizzling hot. Finally give a reason to go gym (don't judge me! I’m just a human). He look normal in his gym t-shirt, but when I walk in changing room after work out; I saw him (thank god!). He strip down, and so do I. My eye was almost popping out; I quickly turn to the other way so that he won't notice that I stare at him.
I guess he stand tall at 175, weight around 65, swimmer body, skin tone evenly tanned, well that minus few marks as I fancy fair skin guy; but then, he got swimmer body, can't blame on it. If he got swimmer body and still have fair skin, I can't help myself not to ask what kind of lotion he uses.

After shower I hit steam room, to my surprise; he hit steam room as well after shower. In the room, just two of us; feel want to strike a conversation; but feel pull back, don’t know why. I just dump stuck don’t know what to break an ice. I hate when people asking “hey, you just join the gym?” those kind of question. Hmmm………guys, help me out. Then another person walk into steam room, my heart was yelling “GET THE HELL OUT OF THERE!!” at the end, we were not exchanging any words; but somehow I caught him gave few glance at me.

At the end, we talk our own way after that, sigh………..hopefully tomorrow will see him again; and by George I must know his name and number! Wish me luck!

Time of my own

For those who read my previous post, you guys may know that I left my previous company. Actually I took company VSS (voluntary saparation scheme), company got to took such drastic manner as business gone really bad due to economy down turn. Most of the electronics manufacturing lines are badly affected, lots of cost down activities is going on; sighh......Then of couse, I get lotsa help by asking me need their influence or not in order to get a job from my ex-colleague; guess I am really good last time....hhehehee.......

So now I got hell lotsa time of my own, read books, blogging, can spend more time in gym; and of course try to restrain myself to go shopping. Been working hard on that.

So any takers?

Proud of You!

Last Friday was my last working day in my company. Being there for 5 years and I’m leaving with many sweet memories. When I was writing my farewell note to my fellow colleague, I was listening to this song title “Proud of You”. Yes, I’ll make my fellow ex-bosses that have nurture me throughout these 5 years proud of me. Originally sang by Fiona Fung, also sang by Joey 容祖兒-我的驕傲

The lyric goes like below.

Love in your eyes, sitting silent by my side
Going on holding hand, walking through the nights
Hold me up, hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky, teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind
I can fly, I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine, Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly, I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine, The heaven in the sky
Stars in the sky, wishing once upon a time
Give me love, make me smile
Till the end of life, hold me up
Hold me tight Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart, helping me open my mind
I can fly, I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine, till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly, I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine, the heaven in the sky
Can't you believe that you light up my way
No matter how that ease my path, I'll never lose my faith
See me fly, I'm proud to fly up high
Show you the best of mine, till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly, I'm singing in the sky
Show you the best of mine, the heaven in the sky
Nothing can stop me spread my wings so wide


Fiona Fung’s version




Joey 容祖兒 version



p/s I get a personal thank you note for my contribution and wishes from my GM...hehehehe

Disasterous Traffic Flow

I'd not back to my hometown in Malacca for some quite some time already. So this weekend I decided to back to my home town. Being a coffee lover, I always hang out in Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf coffee house; usually the 1 in town area. So I went to the town area, to my suprise; the traffic there had turn into hell, the traffic flow I can say is disasterous.

Can you imagine 7 traffic lane flow into 3 traffic lane? It was perfectly fine before, not sure what happen to Malacca govement and they have decide to change the traffic flow; so call want to reduce the traffic congestion in town area, pui! pui! pui! Don't they have sort of people like Traffic Planning Engineer (most of the develop country has it) to study traffic flow before they change it? If those cars were water flow, the town area already flooded with water! The best part is, there is 1 hospital in that hellish traffic congested area; what happen if there is emergency?? sigh.........To make thing worse, people in Malacca drive freakishly slow! I've been working in JB for some time, everytime when I back to Malacca, i need to adapt Malaccan driver driving pace.

Malacca town road not belongs to Malaccan during weekend and public holiday, it belongs to tourist. Those who wanna come over to Malacca, be prepare!

Everybody Hurts

Came across my friend’s blog that she wrote about hurts and remind me of a song titled “Everybody Hurts” originally sang by R.E.M, some of you might recognize this song by The Corrs. The lyrics really touch everybody feelings. We get hurts, fall down, we cry, get up; and finally walk up straight! Every single hurt that we gone through in our life makes us grow up stronger. Have you ever being hurt by somebody? Who doesn’t? Our friend, lover, parents, colleague, etc, is like part of our life. On the other hand, have you ever hurt somebody? Which part more? You being hurt or you hurt someone? A question to pounder.

Most of the people will hate those who hurt us, however; look at the positive side, we should thank them! You guys must think I’m silly, are you kidding me?? But then, think again, after we being hurt, we get experience, we grow up. Don’t you think you should thank person who hurt you? Of course I’m not talking about say thank you immediately to the person that cause your life miserable or make you cry every night, but put the hatred aside; and let the feeling goes by.

Here the lyrics goes,

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on

'Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Everybody hurts. You are not alone

Everybody Hurts by R.E.M



Everybody Hurts by The Corrs



p/s not sure is R.E.M is big fan of Ninja Turtle……hehe…..

First Time....Part II, Unexpected Date

For those who read my last blog, you'll know that I went from south to north to attend an job interview. Something unexpected thing happen later that day.

Finish my interview at 3.15, so I took a cab went straight away to airport. Feel bored so turn on my lappie and online, but then that bloody big airport got only 3 power supply socket, 1 at Coffee Bean and 2 at McD; all of them occupy. So I just manage to burn merely 1 hour chat with my friend to burn time, my flight back to JB actually was 10.30pm. My friend asked my why not call my friend in Penang, the thing is; the only person I know in Penang is my ex!........sigh........luckly I brought novel with me, so manage to burn around 1hour..........finally I can't bear it, so what to do? Call him lor......=.=

toooo toooo........toooo tooo.....toooo tooo..............tooooooooooooo........he cancel my call!! bloody hell! Then 30 minutes later he called back, I guess he was in a meeting or something.

Me: Hey, are you in Penang? Mainland or island
Ex: ohh........in island lor, why?
Me: Me now in Penang airport leh, later you free? maybe we can go for dinner?
Ex: oh ok ar, no problem. I finish work at 6, I'll go and get you around 6.10.
Me: ok

Brief flash back. We were saparated for almost 7 years, our relationship started when we were in 1st year in university. Although we break up, we still remain as friend though. I still remember the last time I need his help after we break up was 4 years back. I went to KL for shopping and call him out for a bite. Well you know, when we shop and meet old chap; we tend to forget time flies, end up, I miss my bus back to Melaka. He then drive me back all way down from KL to Melaka.

So, back to current. To my suprise, he brought me to have dinner at hill top with sea and sun set view! That's a damn bloody romantic scene! The place we stand, having Morning Glory flower crawing all over the hut roof top. We walked around the hill top path, stop at the little hut by the hill and enjoyed the sunset view and the sea breeze. Just that I can't hold his hand, feel weird lahh...But then again, I wish I can lean my head on his shoulder, but we are in public; god knows what might happen. Then finally we sattle down on a dining table, still facing sea and sunset. 2 seating table. He sat next to me instead of in front of me (square table), my favourite dining seating when I dining with someone. Then we dine and chatted until 9pm he send me to airport.

Why can't he be such romantic when we were together? Perhaps we were young then. I wanted to ask is he still single, but dare not to ask. Just keep in my heart, most of our conversation was about our job, old friend; try to avoid those good old days (or bad days) hahaha......Thinking back again, I also donno why I was totally falling into him. Perhaps my taste to guy has change as time goes by, well; we grow up ain't we?

I'm glad we still able to maintain the friendship, If you ask what if he ask me back again? I'd say no.

First Time....

Here I am, at the Penang Bayan Lepas Internation Airport; travel all the way from Johor Bahru to attend an interview. My first time purposly take a 1 day journey flight for a job interview (not my first sex lah...), soooo glamourous kan? hahaha.........

My interview session is scheduled at 2.30pm, can't call any of my friend out since today is normal working day; thus I just hang around in airport Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf cafe online, read book get ready for interview session, etc. Much to my suprise, the police officer there are damn cute! I almost get sugar high for eye candy treatment. Some of the actually give me eye contact hehehe....of course I wouldn't dare to make any move, it will mess my cloth...heheheh....maybe on my way back, during return flight.....hahahha........

So guys, wish me luck............cost me a king's ransom for this interview, must get this job!

OOppss............there you go, 1 cute police officer pass by.

2009 Spring/Summer must have Item from Hell that will Make You Look Like an Angel from Heaven!!

Although I've made a promise that I won't spend anything on fashion in my 2009 new year resolution until November (don't ask why specifically in November), that god damn designer come out something that I hardly able to keep my resolution. Aaaaarrrrrrr..........those items are really irresistible.

Wish to have bag, 1 of these got to have.

Lightweight canvas tote bag by Burberry Prosum

Just look at them, so fabulously fabulous

Another 1 from Burberry Prosum

And of course you can't possibly miss out Prada, is a deadly sin you know!!

Navy nylon & leather tote bag

So like devil kan?

And of course, shoes. The one and only strappy gladiator-inspired sandals by Louis Vuitton that I want to have it; by all means!

God, please grant me will power not to purchase those devilish items from hell although they will make me look fabulously gorgeous like angel from heaven! Sigh.............

Music that makes you feel busy - Flight of the Bumble Bee by Rimsky Korsakov

Flight of the Bumble bee, one of my favourite classical tunes by Rimsky Korsakov; it was popularized again by Makxim the piano player few years ago. It makes me feel very busy whenever I listen to this tune, just look at those flutist, clarinetist and oboist finger while playing their instrument (musical instrument mind you!), damn busy ain't they!

Although Maxim also play this score with piano, I still prefer symphony orchestra version.

Symphony Orchestra Version



Maksim Plays Flight of the Bumble Bee



On Marimba

Receptionist from Hell

How many of you have experience encounter with a rude receptionist?
Well, well, well………if you think you are unlucky? See below clips then.

In the Hospital








In the Travel Agency







In the Bank

Cock repairer......ehh.......sorry is Clock repairer

I'm sure many you guys already watched the clips below, it just tickle me even I've watched it for eleventy-two time.......muahaha..........repair 10" black cock....ehh.....clock.......

Actual William Tell Overture

I believe some of you already fimiliar with William Tell Overture even before I posted in my last blog post. Its actualy an overture to the opera William Tell, especially its high-energy finale, is a very familiar work composed by Gioachino Rossini. There has been repeated use (and sometimes parody) of this overture in the popular media especially in cartoon.

Whenever I listen to this piece of music, it gave me such excitment and orgams........(hehe....), even at the entry part. First you'll be greeted by cor anglais (Oboe family instrument) then flute. The mixture between flute and cor anglais is just simply marvellous and I can just let my mind wondering around the music, so arrousing ,heaven! And it last for around 2.30 minutes! It's like a foreplay to me......hehehe.......

Then the trumpets make his entrance, followed by horn then timpani, arr.......such a lovely combination. They are the hunk in musical instrument. Imagine them march into your room......then at last..........all others instrument join in strings & percussions (ohh......timpani join first......)

The whole music score just give you never stop of excitement and orgams...........fuhhhhhhhhh!!

p/s. notice that they guy playing flute is kinda cute and hot!

Mom's Daily Routine in William Tell Overture

My friend send this link to me, a lady sing mom's daily routine in William Tell Overture. Simply marvellous!



Geee.........i donno what if i got that kinda mother........hahaaha..............really scary.
This clip shows what mom does in 24 hours just in 3 minutes

Don't Just Simply Believe, go Find Out Yourself.

Came across a good blog again, from plusmy. He wrote about don't simply believe something just because you heard it from somewhere else. It actually from a Buddist Sutra, named Kalama Sutra.

- Do not believe in anything simply because you heard.
- Do not believe in tradition because they have been handed down for many generations.
- Do not believe in anything because it it spoken and rumored by many.
- Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious book.
- Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teacher and elders

But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agree with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.

I think the sutra is very important for us, as sometime word can make more harm then any of the weapon especially slander.

How many of us practice all the 5 points?

May you be well and happy,
Paul

Helping Hand

Have you ever experience in our life that you get help from someone that you unexpected?

Recently I face some problem, quite seriuos one. But luckily I can face it camly. I have been always embrace positive thinking whenever I face problem in my life. Face it, solve it, then let it go. So this time I'll do it in the same way as well. This time, it could turn my entire life into another path. God knows it will be good or bad.

Well, like other famous people (hehehe........), bad news spread like wild fire. Suprisingly I get a lot of helps from my friends around, include those that I never expect. Many thanks to them, perhapes we are connected in our previous life.

What's my problem is? I'm not going to share it now, as I'm not entirely prepared. Perhaps next time.

May you be well and happy,
Paul