Cruel Intention

Asking any gays what own an Iphone, 9/10 have Grindr application installed in it, or at least used to have. For those who has it, do you actually believe you can find your other half there? Some put status “looking for partner”, BULL SHIT! Don’t get me wrong, there might be chances it happen but very very slim…..

I know a guy from Grindr like.. emm.. 2 weeks ago. We get along quite well, pictures were exchanged, and he kept asking more pictures, I ask why.. he said he kinda like my look. Ok …. hold on! Stop there. Here is the thing, those who know me well should know that I’m kinda guy that don’t do relationship, the only relationship I have is like 2 hours of fucking session, if you are good enough, you’ll entitle the 2nd session, and perhaps more.. if not… even one is more than enough.

I did warn him that I’m not into relationship, is not my thing, not my nature… totally against my nature! Warn him don’t nurture that feeling coz at the end, I’ll hurt you. So 1 fine day, he wanted to meet up, ok, fine. He came over to my place…. when I saw him… I was like WTF! he use coloured contact lens! I PALING PANTANG guys wear coloured contact lens!!! What’s wrong with your original pupil colour? Why on earth you want to use coloured coloured contact lens?!

And so we go into my bed room, I turn on my lappie and watch show, he lay next to me and watch together. He start to touch me. Ok, permission granted to touch. He then venture more, play with junior, make him wake up, then I feel wet and warm down below. The way he blow… so so… not up to my expectation, too much tongue… don’t like. I totally turn off, not even think to fuck him… bahh! I then jerk off and cum. He left, I then take a nap.

Day after that, he message me, I lazy to reply, I took like forever to reply him just few words. And today, sigh……. he message me

“you directly tell me we still got chance to meet up? If that time is the end of our story?”

How to reply ar? Theoretically I not broke his heart kan? coz I did warn him at the beginning. He sendiri dig the hole and jump inside.

HOW? HOW? HOW?!!! Why must these drama happen?! Can’t people just fuck and move on?! Just simple as that. As simple as ABC.

If one fine day I give up on you

If one fine day I give up on you,
It is not I do not love you anymore, but it is because you not appreciate me

If one fine day i give up on you,
Please don't suspect that I falling in love with another person
It is because I feel that you don't appreciate me

leaving you is not my will,
I don't want to use "give up" as a threat
Because I don’t simply use that word, because I loved
If the day comes when I choose to leave, sorry to say that I'm not looking for your persuasion to ask me to stay
It is because my heart is really die towards you
Some people always after they lost something, then only realise how beautiful it was

Before i decide to leave you, I've given you many chances
But if you indulgence the chances that i given to you,
one day, I'll walk out.
Although I'll hurt and feel heartache, I understand myself
Once love a person, will be whole heartedly
but once i decide to shut my heart, I'll only cry once in my heart
then choose to forget

Don't think that if there is no third person, issue about relationship will be easily be resolved
There is no such concept in my life dictionary

If i choose to give up and leave, then i will not turn back
Am i important in you life?
Do you even care about me?
Do you seriously read all the messages that I send to you?
Do you think about how I feel when you not pick up my call?
Do know how empty I felt whenever I anticipate your message but at the end not get any?

If one day I give up on you, will you once in a while think about me?
Those days when we were together?

How Well Do You Know Your Man?

It took time to understand a man. How well do you know your man?

 

At the same time, your man need time to understand you as well!