Am I Ready??

He add me in Facebook emm… i think around 3 months ago, after LM quarterly workshop. I found it weird coz it rarely happen to me and I’m just normal ordinary person during that time, nothing shine or special about me, no eye catching. He said he add me coz he see me in the quarterly workshop picture and some of my comment I made in other instructor Facebook page.

We start to get acquaintance emm… for the last 3 weeks, chatting here and there through Facebook. Number were exchange and the next thing happen we are chit chatting in Whatsapp!! From acquaintance we get closer. Some intimate conversation took place, I don’t want to rush by my heart seems not stoppable. Many reason for me not to rush, 1st, is will be long distance relationship, and 2nd we never meet each other yet, just picture from Facebook. Sweet nickname start to come out, he call me baby, and I call him dear….. haha.. never thought I would have this chance heh… One more.. he is pretty much elder than me, that would not be a problem; nothing to rant about, perhaps I need a mature man to tame me! Using whip…. >.< why suddenly I think kinky?!!

Every minute and hour I’m anticipating his message, when I receive his message I feel happy, contented. Having somebody wish you good morning every morning and good night every night before go to sleep such a nice feeling.

Being big slut, (anybody disagree?), can I sustain no sex for a long period of time? Coz I can only meet up with him probably once every 2-3 weeks. Lucky for me, he is off on Saturday! Shall I able to handle this relationship?

I’m very good in sex, it’s time for me to learn how to love.