Out from My Closet

My wardrobe is too crowded, I need to come out from it and have a fresh air. Yes. Finally I come out from my closet. Actually my friends knew about it long time ago but last night dinner was me first time talk about a guy I met with recently openly with them. So I sort of make official announcement, press conference; so glamour kan?

It’s so relax that able to hang out with a group of friend that know I’m gay, I can actually tell me “hey check out the cute guy over there” or “oh that day I just met out with a guy” and they will happily talk about it with me. To my surprise, my friends accept me for my sexual preference. But then again, of course some of my girl friends still find it weird when I ask them to check out guy whenever we hang out; maybe they think me as competitor.

Once my friend made a remark in a mocking way,
“hayoh……….no wonder all handsome men are gay lah……….it’s because of people like you already eaten them up”
“Yeah right, like it is easy; and able to eat straight man is the most successful accomplishment to a gay man!”
We had a good laugh though, as I know they not truly intended on what they said. Besides having fag hag, I also have straight guy friend who also close with me.

There is one guy, always call me by the name “Zhu Zhu” hahaha………..and I call him baby. Although he has girlfriend, sometime his action make me think twice on his sexual preference. For example, he likes to cares my tight or lean his head over my shoulder or even let me sit at his lap! In office mind you! It happened once that I stop calling him baby and he sort of complain to me.

“Hey why lately never call me baby anymore ar?! You got other izzit?”

I was dump stuck that time………hahah……so now I keep on continue to call him baby and he keep call me Zhu Zhu; and believe me, sometime other people thought we were couple. Oh by the way, he is damn cute, 40% Brad Pitt look alike. I do talk about it with my other gay friend, and they ask why I don’t want to go further venture on him. Nay, it’s hard for me to get this friend, not going to risk to loose him.

And few of them keep on nag me to get a bf

"ehhh......why you don't get a bf ar?"
"err.........coz nobody like me lor......"
"what nobody like you, guy like you should be easy to get bf lah!"
"easy your head lah! you think like buy vege in market ar? =.="

So to all my friend, I’m very appreciate on your acceptance towards me. We plan to go Singapore gay bar, Taboo this Saturday; how cool is that my straight friend! p/s. You guys might be curious about the guy I met mention in this post, well.........wait lah I'll write about him.