Next Station, Penang

Finally I got green light from the company I applied job in Penang......yoohooo!!!

So I'll travel all way up from south to north for my next life station.
Need to get myself ready for a new working environment, after 1 month rest, I should be fully recharge already! How the new company working environment feels like? I wonder?

What will this day be like? I wonder.
What will my future be? I wonder.
It could be so exciting to be out in the world, to be free
My heart should be wildly rejoicing
Oh, what's the matter with me?

I've always longed for adventure
To do the things I've never dared
And here I'm facing adventure
Then why am I so scared

Oh, I must stop these doubts, all these worries
If I don't I just know I'll turn back
I must dream of the things I am seeking
I am seeking the courage I lack

The courage to serve them with reliance
Face my mistakes without defiance
Show them I'm worthy
And while I show them
I'll show me

So, let them bring on all their problems
I'll do better than my best
I have confidence they'll put me to the test
But I'll make them see I have confidence in me
Somehow I will impress themI will be firm but kind

And mind me with each step I am more certain
Everything will turn out fine
I have confidence the world can all be mine
They'll have to agree I have confidence in me

I have confidence in sunshine
I have confidence in rain
I have confidence that spring will come again
Besides which you see I have confidence in me

Strength doesn't lie in numbers
Strength doesn't lie in wealth
Strength lies in nights of peaceful slumbers
When you wake up -- Wake Up!

It tells me all I trust I lead my heart to
All I trust becomes my own
I have confidence in confidence alone(Oh help!)

I have confidence in confidence alone
Besides which you see I have confidence in me!

Italian Fever

Well, as you guys know, the Italian demon within me already wake up, this time; I want to share with you guys the most beautiful duet songs I ever heard. Time to say Goodbye by Andrea Bocelli and Sarah Brightman, and The Prayer by Andrea Bocelli and Celine Dion.

Time to Say Goodbye – Andrea Bocelli & Sarah Brightman



Although I can’t understand what the song is about when the first time I listen to this song, the feeling is so strong that my tears drop unexpectedly.


The Prayer – Andrea Bocelli & Celine Dion



I prefer Time to Say Goodbye compare to The Prayer as I prefer opera in Italian, call me weird, I always think opera in its best if sing in Italian. The Prayer has too much English…ehheh…..

Another song to share is I Believe in You (Je crois en toi) by Celine Dion & Il Divo, its in French & English. Arr……..I always love French.

I Believe in You (Je crois en toi) by Celine Dion & Il Divo

Something Inside Me Wake Up

Something deep inside my soul has wake up recently.

The feeling of falling in love and being in love. I had a chat with a friend about falling in love. Telling him that impossible for me to love again, after being hurt. It has been 7 years i shut myself from others man, few tried to open; but I use very complecated lock. Refuse to let anybody enter, afraid of later days the hurt that going to have if break up. Very traumatic.

BUT, until recently......when he found me........

But he is not "the one" who manage to unlock and enter. As you guys read my previous post, we share similar interest; last night we chat and the topic non the less about music and opera. Then i dig out my opera collection CD, play Il Divo's first album, as I listen; slowly the feeling creep out when the song "Everytime I Look at You" play. The lyrics so beautifully written about falling in love, then I realise how much I miss it.

I used to think that I was strong
I realise now I was wrong
'Cause every time I see your face
My mind becomes an empty space
And with you lying next to me
Feels Like I can hardly breathe

I close my eyes
The moment I surrender to you
Let love be blind
Innocent and tenderly true
So lead me through tonight
But please turn off the light
'Cause I'm lost every time I look at you

And in the morning when you go
Wake me gently so I'll know
That loving you was not a dream
And whisper softly what it means to be with me
Then every moment we're apart
Will be a lifetime to my heart

I close my eyes
The moment I surrender to you
Let love be blind
Innocent and tenderly true
So lead me through tonight
But please, please turn off the light
'Cause I'm lost every time I look at you
Lost. Every time I look at you



One thing he told me, Italian song really can make us feel falling in love (although the song i put up there not Italian lahh). It's true. And music can heal our soul.

Listening to Patrizio Buanne when writting this post, the feeling is getting stronger!

Finally I Found Him

Finally I found him. Or I should say he found me.
I was watching Claymore anime this afternoon then suddenly my MSN blinking, got request to add me. I was like huh??..........then I know......arr......is him...i recognize him from his custom message. He got my MSN thought my facebook, I kinda forget I add him in my facebook ages ago.

We share similar interest, books, music, artist. We love Baroque era music, Bach, Mozart, Tchaikovsky, etc. We love Andrea Bocelli, Sarah Brightman, Josh Groban. We even love the same song! Time to Say Goodbye by Andrea Bocelli and Sarah Brightman, Prayer by Andrea Bocelli and Celine Dion.....he really brighten me up!

So good to know someone who share similar interest.

Happy happy joy joy!!!!