The day you departed from my life

It has been 2 months you leave me.........i'm speechless the day I found out that you going to leave me. I'm actually expected this day will come and I thought I'm fully prepare, but I'm not. It has been 4 years we being together, you'd tought me a lot, gave me wisdom, back me up whenever I have problem, etc.

You keep telling me that you'll never leave me, however deep in my heart I know that you gonna leave.

I wish I can gave a good farewell speech on the day we had farewell party, but I couldn't do so. Perhaps that makes you think that I'm cold blooded, but I'm not.

Thank you for these 4 year my dear boss, you've set a high benchmark for my future bosses and for me to catch you up should I have the opportunity.

May you have a bright career path, my dear boss RN.

Only God knows will we meet again and work together.

Kira become Gila??

When 100% chinese educated friends talk to you.........you'll find it very hilarious! I have an experience today......you thought they only pronounce it wrongly in actual conversation? no! also same in chat box......below is scenario, we talk about a company call me to have interview session.

Friend: you went to how many interview
Me: few, phone 1, face to face 2
Friend: went to their company and interview wor...i though u just get few calls but didn't go oh
Friend: phone - tak gila punya lar
Me: gila? why you said they gila?
Friend: Calculate - not gila meh?
Friend: hahaha
Me: =.="
Me: gila is shen jing (crazy) lahhh.............

by this time i already laugh like crazy.......

Me: ooohhhhhhhhh...............I know what u meant.........u wanan say "kira"
Friend: not gila-gila is sheng jing meh
Friend: oh, calculate is kira oh.........

joke of the day for me...............

Single Eye-lid Guy

I like to observe people's eyes, wanna see whether is single or double eyelid. I like guy with double eye lid (like mine), long and curl lashes, I read somewhere that people that having long and curled eye lashes has high sex drive.....donno true or not........

However, sometime I find that guy with single eye lid can be damn cute! Recently my colleague has a new colleague, transfer from other site plant. I can't help myself not to stare at him. haha... So I purposely go to my colleague's place, (so happen he sit in front of my colleague, .....lucky!) and check him out...........sometime in the coridoor when we bump with each other, I throw the most dazzaling smile at him........first.......he hasitate to smile back (kinda shy), then finally........he smile back to me.......gosh..............how cute!!!

I know his name from the company identity card.......wanna know more about him......wish me luck!

Gym

I've been joining this gym near to a place I live for around 4 months. It's quite good, not bad. Good facility, new equipment, sauna, steam room; the only bad thing I can notice is..........no cute guy. doiinkkkk......=.="" hahaha...........

Well dont't blame me, we gay always having impression that gym is a place gay gathering place (you see, the word even have 2 alphabats in common, "g" and "y"....ohh........how coincident!!); but somehow mine don't have. Not totally zero lah, got 1 or 2.

Sometime I'm wondering those guy that go to gym, are they gay? Coz, they hang out (excercise of couse, not cruising) in gym until around 10pm during weekday; don't they have family? If I were their wife (gosh..........) i'd make hell out of noise. Even during weekend, they'll go to they gym from 11am until 1pm.

There is 1 particular gym goer that I have my eye on, he has like the widest chest and back, gosh.....not too big like a giant. Some people excercise themself like until the body become giant, yucks; but this guy, no. He is perfect. I think he age is kinda 33-36 like that, still he is in good shape. He has a fair skin complexion. When he in topless, gosh......He got nicest pecs that I ever seen life in my life (don't count in those model). Perfectly shaped, with hair! I have this fetish for a hairy chest. His, not too much, neither few strain here and there. Just this layer of hair perfectly spread around, and..........he got PINK nipples!!!........Arrrrr..........Everytime he sweat, he'll lift up his shirt to wipe his sweat at his forehead, then reveal his pecks and nipples, and I was like feeling want immediately go there and have a nice treat. Can he just behave himself and use a towel that has been provided.

Sometime my imagination not go in dirty way. How I wish I can lie my head on that chest, I'm sure whatever problem I have; will immediately gone, sort of like therapy.

Well, at least there is something there that motivate me go gym!